Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Apparently I Have Become too Stubborn to Learn: Better Luck Next Week
Steph at Red Clay Diaries posted yesterday about how the blogger at the above link is sponsoring a "What I learned this week carnival". Cool. I always believed myself to be a person who is constantly learning. Well, guess what I learned this week? I am not who I believe myself to be. I got nothing. Nada. Zip. Gooseegg. Zilch. Zero. Nil. Diddly Squat. Squat. (Hey, does it count that I used a thesaurus to find synonymns for nothing. Because that would be sweet).
Maybe I can learn from this experience. I am learning that some things just cannot be forced. You'd think I'd have learned that already. I would love to be able to force God to give me a baby. Maybe force Him to heal my mom so she can walk. Now I'm trying to force an idea.
But, some things cannot be forced. I am letting it go now....